Spanning the Miles Majestically

I've been trying to come to grips with the fact that I am average. I mean, not everyone can be special. By definition that just wouldn't work.

I think I have come to grips with that fact, or I'm just lying to myself.

I think I'm one of the most selfish people I know. Yep. I just thought about it for a minute, and I could only think of one person that I actually know who is more selfish than I am. (You cannot convince me to tell you her identity except for the hints that:

a) She will never read this blog

and

b) No dumbass it's not my wife. Why would you think that?

and

c) Even though she won't read this blog, if YOU are reading it you might know her so that's why I'm not telling.

What's my point? Since when have I had a point. Here are my thoughts. Why would I want to become unselfish? Because my selfishness causes me unhappiness. Oh ok, so I have selfish reasons for wanting to stop being so selfish? Err....I guess. So how is that stopping being so selfish? Well I guess it's not. It's just being happier about being selfish.

I think the root of the problem is making a change in your heart where you decide that the happiness of other people is more important than your own happiness. So how do you do that?

Hell if I know.